sometimes i feel unappreciated. that feeling when u did everything for your friend but they dont appreciate that, instead bring yourself down like saying words u dont deserve. maybe its my fault. maybe its ur fault. maybe its our fault. or maybe its no one's fault. if its my fault, then i'm sorry. if its your fault, i personally think u shouldnt say something like that. to me. to that one person that did sacrifices to spend time with u.

and then i realized, 'why bother staying with the ones who dont appreciate u? who make u feel worthless? why bother thinking about the ones who let u down? when there are other people who appreciate u and make u feel wanted, and appreciated.

i think sometimes its stupid to hurt yourselves just because u want to take care of others' feelings. what matters most is urself. put urself on top. stop thinking about other people first. sometimes in life u have to be mean, just to never let them bring u down.

screw everyone that takes their friends for granted. u deserve a lonely life in this world